moving on..

i dont know if anyone will notice. actually im sure shawn will but ive deleted all my previous posts that include a certain someone. im trying really really hard to get over him and i dont think i have EVER...EVER cried over a guy like this before. Rachel knows,thanks for listening by the way. and i really just want to move on so this is another attempt to do so. i think i deserve something real, something that means something to both parties. maybe im wrong but its my chance to find out. so wish me luck on moving on...

-chere

May 15, 2006

You will most likely find yourself moving in more quickly than you had expected, even if the object of your affection isn't exactly your type. There's a lot going on down deep, so let it happen.

-that happens to be my horoscope which seems to be extremely true right now but i wont tell you who the "object of my affection" is becuse people,cough,shawn read this and hold it against me. and it makes me laugh. shawn since i know how much you love to read even though you dont even have a xanga. im actually glad you called brady it makes me laugh now. he can shove it.

hmmm...well i just got back from work..yea thats right i have a job..it kinda sucks but the people are fun. i heart them.i really have nothing to say except school is almost out and i cannot wait considering it's the most obnoxious thing that ever existed. i cant wait till it ends because im tired of all those skanky seniors and because teachers like mrs. staley are gay as hell. lol hmm..well i have nothing else to say cept my sissy is comin down from the city and shes gonna stay the night with me and im going to go take my drivers test in her car because mine has a tail light out.lol. so wish me luck! hmm..well hope you guys like my new layout.

much love, much love!

Chere

i want geometry to die. track to die. school to die. i just want it to be summer.

no more all nighters when it comes to homework, no more getting up at six in the morning

to try and look decent for a crappy building with puke green carpet

and a stench to kill everything that can smell on your body. tired of studying,

 tired of quizzes,

 tired of homework,

tired of practices and meets,

but most of all im just simply tired....

i hate days like this...i hate feeling completley like shit and you can't do anything about it.

i dont know why i feel this way but it sucks. i dont want to go to the track meet either...

its not like im going to win. what's funny is that rachel regan paige and i had a little dejavu

yeterday...go figure last year must repeat itself, im sure i always have those girls...i should

remeber that more often.

-chere